Oh-oh my head

I wake up each and every hour wondering where you are

and why you are not here

when you just were, just seconds ago

You are really dead but still very much alive

Talking and walking and dancing and laughing

And I have trouble sleeping

But I keep trying

And trying

And trying

And I am walking and falling and rising and walking

The snow is melting and I wonder 

 is it actually the same sun

Warming us all in the exakt same moment

just now?

And I have trouble running

But I keep trying

And trying

And trying